u'r not beautiful

I just realized yesterday how stupid and ridiculous is my behavior.It s almost summer.And what I'm doing is so childish.Since the day I saw u last time I m trying to check your page on fb every time I open my laptop.I'm doing that every day.Every fucking day I m trying to find something new,to get to know even just a little bit about your private life,cause the only way I can see you is facebook.No wait it s not true, not only fb.I can see you in my dreams ,I can even create a perfect love story where u and I together.I can imagine us watching the waves on a beach and it s just two of us in the whole world.And u love me.And I love u as nobody in this world.What can I do to make u mine?If i can do anything.
[Image]I am waiting for u,but what for?U never promised me anything.So why am I waiting?Do u know the answer?Probably not cause even i don't.You r not the one I always was dreaming about,you don t have perfect appearance and body,u'r not so smart and clever,u r not those one I was looking for.You'r not even beautiful.You'r fucking perfect.Turn into reality ,come back.