''She was so slow but finally she is there''

The spring came in Boston. Finally !!!We was waiting for so long but it was worth it.I can not recognize the city. So many beautiful flowers!The trees are getting green,everything and everybody are waking up after the long and snowy winter.I just love everything that is going on around me right now. This atmosphere makes me feel like I am alive again,it makes me strong and hopeful.I can' t wait to go to the ocean and to relax in front of the beach,cause I already have a new swimming suit!So I m even ready for the summer.Beautiful day,gorgeous  life,great plans.Thanks God I 'm here.

NY state of mind

We all have some strange things about ourselves . Some traits of character or habits can seem absolutely normal for you and extremely weird for everybody around . The thing about me is that  I hate watching TV.I don’t love movies shows news since fiction programs . Nothing . But a month ago when I felt sad and lost a friend of mine gave me a wonderful pink box with the best show ever that is called ,,Sex and the city ‘’.When he was giving it to me he said but be careful and never watch it on Friday evening . Every time I do that I get up in the morning next day ,go to New York and spend all y money’’ . I did not pay a lot of attention to his words but now I know what he was talking about .

This show made me  feel something new I fell in love with NY even before I went there . It turned out that in the reality it is even more beautiful .This is a city where you can find everything you are looking for except calmness .Everybody are always busy and concentrated , even rude sometimes . But so different. It is interesting just to look at the people and suppose who they are, where  they are working at ,where they are rushing to , because you will never see  two alike persons.

NY is the city that never sleeps and never stops . It is active and full of energy from morning till night . And this energy gave me a new breath and power ,like if I was a broken watches and somebody changed the battery.

New York is a city of contrasts . It is a combination of incongruous things together that make it unique and so gorgeous . From art to fashion ,from cultural  centers to clubs and bars , from education to entertainment ,from nature to urban NY combine everything. Luxury and Glamorous it s very simple and casual at the same time .Expensive shops alternates with the cheap stores , nice restaurants with cheap fast food cafes ,enormous skyscrapers with little funny houses , narrow streets with wide roads and huge squares, quite parks and crowded subway.

But it does not look strange or absurdly . All this things just make this city , unique and special different from any others. At the same time you can find a little piece of any part of the world in NY . It has special atmosphere and mood that influence on you and change something inside. And this atmosphere keeps me staying strong, positive, ambitious ,open for everything new and unpredictable ,ready to work hard and not to let my minimum to be my maximum.

I realized what is my dream five years ago and I started to move step by step in the right direction . Now I know where my dream is living and waiting for me;)!!In NY!!

That s how one little thing can encourage you to do something really great and significant for you that will bring you so many changes ,will give you an ability to take a new breath of fresh air . And I am really thankful that my life gives me so many opportunities . How many interesting things are still hiding from me ? How many places I have not  seen yet ? How many people I have not met yet? Life is beautiful period of time that gives you a great amount of abilities and opportunities , just be attentive , grasping and sensitive ,don t let yourself miss anything ,life is too beautiful,but too short unfortunately!

greentea morning

Everyday of my life is a new experience . Every disappointment is a new lesson to analyze and learn . Every mistake is a sign to change something . Every smile is a blessing and gift . Every open door is a new entrance . Every road is a new way, hard and complicated , or quite and soft, but always new and exiting . Every closed door is supposed to have a key if you r the one who allowed to get in.

My life is a long beautiful way full of tears and smiles , compromises  argues, happiness and sadness , loneliness and disability to stay alone . And this contrast make it more and more gorgeous . My way is a wonderful avenue in a dream city planted with roses,irises , tulips , maples and needless trees , lindens and birches . And every time something new grows up . And I am not too dreamy. I know that it will turn into the reality very soon  because there is nothing in the word that can be stronger that human passion.

I am in the process now and every time new ideas comes to my head. And it makes me stronger and more mature .Sometimes I feel like I am quarrelling with my parents too much but it s because they love me as nobody in this world. And I am happy that , because I know that we are getting threw this to find harmony in our relationship .And I am happy . The person who was so close to me is dead physically but he is always alive in my heart and memory. He is alive till I can hear music. And I am happy that I met him. I have problems with my health but if I faced it, it just means that God is sure that I am strong enough to overcome it . And I am happy, because it builds my character and confidence. If I am struggling now I’ll be free in the future.

I am not afraid of the death because God loves us too much and listens to our praying too careful to make us suffer so hard anytime and anywhere. And I am happy to realize that because I know that I am safe , I’m loved, I am in secure .

I am happy to have eyes ,legs and hands ,because I can move . Moreover I can move forward and look around .And I am happy that my first romance had started ,because I am falling in love with myself .I appreciate and celebrate myself and thank God for every breath I take .